Yeah. How’s everyone doing. I just voted. It went okay! I bubbled in some bubbles. Wasn’t confused or anything at any point! NO MORE CONFUSED than usual at least! I didn’t like how when I scanned the voting paper the machine kept the ballot. I thought it might scan the paper and spit it back at me. Cause how much paper can one machine hold! Does it poo out the ballots at some point halfway through the day or something? I guess single slice of paper doesn’t take up that much room in the physical world. Oh good. WAIT there were TWO papers per ballot. That’s 100% more than single slice of paper and 100% is LITERALLY the MOST something can possibly be EVER. Anyway I finished the Emo book. Apparently Paramore WON Emo. They lasted the longest. Slow and steady wins the race. I never really listened to Paramore. What does there name mean. More Ghosts? Lots Of Much? Graphs Forever? Their name makes no sense! Anyway I have to make a decision should I get a haircut or let it ride. I kinda wanna keep it going indefinitely. Really see what happens. Nobody seems to like my, “Haircut.” My hair style is just getting a bad short haircut and then letting it grow out into a significantly even worse longer hairstyle. And that’s where I’m at. I SAY KEEP IT GOIN. At some point I’ll reach a point where it turns good SOMEHOW I feel. That’s rock ‘n roll hairstyles I feel.
What’s my alternative? Get another bad short haircut? That’s no good! I have to let it grow and see what happens, it’s my only option! Well anyway. I had a really spooky Halloween. I woke up in the middle of Halloween night in a nightmaredaze. Having some sort of identity crisis. Who Am I. I blame watching too many horror movies over the last month! Watch scary things, have scary thoughts! Did I ever figure out who I am. Well I know who I’ve been pretending to be for a while! That’s halfway there. I’ll take that for now! Who is anybody. Just misfiring neurons. I don’t like it. Oh well. Did a livesteam show yesterday of Fleetwood Mac songs. IT went okay. I think if the members of Fleetwood Mac were with us they’d say it wasn’t so bad. Anyway. I don’t really know what they would say. I read a book about them but I still don’t know them very well. I can’t READ people. Not if I read about them. Not if I meet them. Not if I AM them. Hard for me to get a handle of people, I’m just not very perceptive about humanity. Anyway. Last night I realized when I moved away from my amp a little bit for a song that my guitar volume was LOW. I thought it was appropriate level while I was standing in front of amp. Then I moved away a little bit for one song and I was like Wait a second no one else can hear me. LUCKILY this was before the livestream started. WHEW. So I turned the amp up 2% louder cause I don’t wanna over adjust so it made no difference! There’s a moral in there.
I’m not sure what it is. But I must learn something! I CAN’T WAIT FOR FOCKER-N-LAW. There must be dozens of people thinking that thought who aren’t personally or professionally invested in the franchise. The first two DVDs I ever bought were Meet The Parents and Me, Myself and Irene. They both had distinctive music for the DVD menu. Really hooked ya in and never let ya go. The music wasn’t really distinctive. I just felt it was distinctive because the menu itself was distinctive to me at the time so I was really registering everything that was going on along with it! WHO CARES ABOUT MY DVD SEXUAL AWAKENING AS A 13 YEAR OLD NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR IT. Oh well. DVD is WWII speak for VD Day? Great. I liked learning about STDs in Health class in high school because it was sexy. Felt titillating talking about it with my crushes sitting right there in the class. Oh man we’re talking about gonorrhea and the girl I like is LITERALLY RIGHT THERE omg. Anyway. Jim Carrey’s two personalities are Hank and Charlie in Me Myself And Irene. Charlie is the main guy who is good to a fault and Hank is the alter ego who’s a weird asshole. WHICH ONE is Me and which one is Myself. They never specify. Is Charlie The ME and Hank The MYSELF? At this point we’ll probably never know.
Oh well. When I was a teenager we used to buy mainstream movies on DVD for porn purposes. That’s how we rolled. I don’t think I wanted to watch Cruel Intentions as a full movie but I bought the DVD anyway. I think I always intended to watch all of Eyes Wide Shut eventually but I don’t think I ever did. You know that sort of thing. Did I ever get Wild Things on DVD. Seems like that would be the epitome of that kind of movie. Not sure. Probably! I think so. I haven’t seen that DVD box laying around lately though so I don’t know. Eyes Wide Shut isn’t very accessible for a 15 year old. What if there was a secret society of old sex weirdoes. I think that’s it, right? In retrospect that turned out to be how society actually worked. But I didn’t wanna see it as a child! Nor as an adult it turns out. Is Eyes Wide Shut a reference to the other Kubrick film Clockwork Orange scene where Alex famously has his Eyes Wide… Open? My guess is Not Really! What other scenes in Stanley Kubrick movies has characters with eyes open and/or shut. Almost all of them! Hmm. I got a pen from voting today but no sticker. Not sure how to feel. Pens have more practical use but stickers have more potential sentimental value. And I’m a sentimental kind of guy. Not very practical! How does everyone who votes get a pen. That seems like it would break the bank. I think of the Arrested Development meme where Lucille goes how much can a banana cost, 10 dollars? but it’s how much can a pen cost but the point is pens do cost a lot and everyone who votes got a pen? How does that work!
Wow. Good stuff. I’m real glad that I shared that with you. Government obviously wants us to share writing with each other. They’re giving all of us free pens! Gonna be an uptick in journal entries this week I guess across the voting population. Pensive. What does that mean. Careful, reticent? Hmm. No. Not really! Nice first try though! I’LL GET THERE. I was watching TV with a plot hole earlier. What was it. That was good stuff! HMM. I was like I CAN’T WAIT To Share How This Doesn’t Add Up with people on the internet. Well that’s life I guess. I guess in essence 98% of fictional TV is plot holes. Because if it REALLY added up IT WOULDA HAPPENED. Huh. Makes… sense. Anyway. Most of my favorite holidays are crammed into two months. Halloween. My Birthday. New Years. Christmas. Chanukah. Let’s throw Thanksgiving in there for fun. IT’S A REAL BLAST. The Winter Solstice. No Nut November. What else is going on. I don’t like my birthday THAT much because I can’t share it with anyone. No communal joy on my birthday. It’s not like I watch TV and they’re celebrating my birthday with a 24 hour block of The Twilight Zone or anything. I do GET TINGS because of my birthday though. PRODUCTS or JUST MONEY. Alright. That’s all for now. See ya later.
-4:36 P.M.
NOVEMBER 3 2026
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