Hi. I was only gonna write entries on Tues/Thurs but I got bored this /Fri! An extra five paragraphs could do no harm! I started watching Avatar I earlier. It’s better than I remember it! I may have never seen it. Nothing is the worst memory of all. Either way there’s totally Dialogue and Action and Plot and I’m into it because I just remember it being some sort of 2.5 hour screen savor of blue people jumping here and there amongst nature or something. It may still devolve into that! Let’s not count our Avatars before they Avatar! What’s Avatar as verb. Avatate. Started learning song for Next Season of School Of Rock which is Blues themed. This current season’s show is Jan 10th so we start after that officially but I guess I’m getting a Head Start! I started on B.B. King’s The Thrill Is Gone. It’s a good song and it was a thrill to listen to and start learning it! Thrill is NOT gone as of now but I guess eventually inevitably one day it will be! The house always wins in the end! I hope it’s my house. I have a house. Someone’s house gotta wins. Maybe it’ll be mine. I really hope to live in an apartment one day. It may mean I’m a loser compared to living in a house. When you play MASH we all agree apartment is one step down. But I don’t care about any of that! Is Apartment originally an Italian-American word. “Hey what kind of place do you live in?” “It’s An A-Part-ment!” I don’t stand by that.
Because the compound Italian-American-Word doesn’t make sense! A Part Of WHAT? A Part of a MENT? What’s A MENT? What’s-a-ment-a-you? Un-good. I hold the last few sentences in poor standing. I don’t like it. Hmm. Sigourney Weaver sure knows her aliens. How many times has she met an alien. Lots! Alien. Avatar. Now that I look it up GALAXY QUEST. Looks like she was in Wall-E which is possibly Space Based. I never seen it. I may have seen it but just thought it was a Screen Savior. I MAY just have a bad habit of Not Registering Movies And It’s Possibly My Fault Not The Movie’s. I may just have a bad habit of not registering LIFE. Entire Life is passing me by and I Don’t Get It! Anyway. I got new Amps a few weeks ago. Guitar and Bass. Guitar Amp is a step down from the last one I had which kinda sucks. I think I can figure out a couple of ways to set the knobs at which sound good but then I’m gonna have to REMEMBER those settings! Or just choose ONE single way of setting them and leave it there. Bass amp sucks but it’s my first Bass Amp ever so it’s still a step up from nothing. I’m kinda interested in starting to learn to play the blues and/or just learning to play 8 or 10 random blues songs. Because it’s just a basic structure that you can do over and over and then there’s plenty of songs based on that. Lemme Do This Too! I can write Blues rock songs me-myself! YEAH.
I think America is READY for a rock band that sometimes flirts with being a semi-blues band. I dunno. America doesn’t even seem to be ready for a Rock Band in general. All America wants is TIK TOK and VAPING. And even that impression of what America wants is possibly five years behind. Chatbots now or something, I dunno. America. Wants. Chatbots! That’s what I’ve been led to believe! I don’t think I’ve ever talked to a chatbot. Does Customer Service count as a chatbot. Like, when you ask for Help somewhere, and then some sort of Microsoft Paperclippy Knockoff pops up and is like HEY HOW CAN I HELP YOU? Is THAT a chat bot? Cause then I have used Chatbot. And I hated it. I can’t relate to these things at all. Chatbot being ubiquitous with modern state of the art AI is weird. Because it’s kind of implying the ultimate use of complicated artificial intelligence is TO CHAT. HEY WE’RE DEVELOPING THE MOST INTELLIGENT THING POSSIBLE. HAVE A NICE CHAT WITH IT. I dunno. I don’t wanna chat with anybody or anything. But specifically why would I want to chat with a pile of circuits and machinery. Hey How was your day. I could possibly see some use from A.I. maybe but CHATTING WITH IT is pretty far from the potential gain I can get from it! I guess I’m missing something!
Chats suck. I hate chats. All my therapy is basically chatting. That’s what my psychiatrist and other-therapist basically do with the over 90% of the time I see them. Chat! Great. This accomplishes nothing. Thanks for wasting our times. Maybe it’s my fault. I’m just the kind of guy you look at and are like I ain’t getting anywhere with this guy. I’m just gonna chat with him because anything else is pointless. When I was younger and more personable chatting was okay. I was the king of chatting! I could make people laugh and feel good about being friends with me. But now I suck and chatting sucks and who needs it. Hmm. Got two super market deliveries coming in the next two hours. Both of em! Separate But Equal! I dunno how equal they are. Amazon Fresh delivery may be more than equal than Fresh Direct is. Or vice versa! It all depends on how you’re looking at it. We often get three deliveries at the exact same time, with Whole Foods rounding it off, but no Whole Foods today! WOW. Great Story. I’d like to buy the movie rights. Never! This is the greatest story never told! That’s how I feel. What else is up. Broke my back-up electric guitar a few weeks ago because Can’t You Hear Me Knocking is in a different tuning, so instead of wasting time changing the tuning, I would just bring a second guitar already tuned to it. ANYWAY I was illogically bringing it in my bass guitar case, which is bigger because bass guitars are bigger, so it didn’t really protect the regular guitar, and anyway when I checked it when I got home I found the guitar had snapped in half along the bridge! That was a negative thing that happened to me.
Well, okay. Great. Lots of things have broken the last couple of months for me. Hopefully that string of brokenness has come to a close. I think it has! Everything pretty much has already broken! If more things were to break it’d have to be the brand new things that replaced the broken things! Maybe I’M broken. I’m not broken. I was just made Never Well in the first place. Anyway. I’m looking forward to watching the rest of Avatar. Avatar is a very powerful movie but do you know who holds the most power? A-VOTER. 2026 Midterms, think about it. That sort of thing. I voted this past November! I didn’t know what I was voting for half the time but that didn’t stop me! I didn’t look into how to vote for the propositions really. And I know they phrase these proposition prompts misleadingly so it’s impossible to know whether I’m voting the right way or not, but I’ll GUESS Yes or No either way! Also some things I just DON’T KNOW even if it was phrased 100% straight forwardly. It’s just random stuff that I don’t know the consequences of! Should we do This or Should we do That. I DON’T KNOW. I’ll GUESS. But I HAVE NO IDEA. Anyway, I’ll be back.
-3:35 P.M
DEC 19 2025
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